skills.

Today was awfully busy.

I woke up awfully exhausted, rushed to my internship w/o breakfast (I should have woken up sooner), arrived at my internship to hear that my mentor was downtown recording, drove downtown (with many, many wrong turns despite my gps, haha), barely made it back for class, went to work at the lab, an FSA meeting, and etc.

Okay, that looks kind of messy, so here's a nice outline:

1.Work, no breakfast.
2.Mentor is downtown.
3.Drove downtown.
4.Barely made it back for class (no lunch, boo).
5.Job numero dos
6.FSA meeting
7.A meal!!!
8.School work, work, work.

Sometimes I wonder if I've picked up too many things, but then I realize how much I need these experiences. But at the same time, I'm also worried that I won't be able to put in my all into each of these things. Like work at the lab, for example. My boss really wants me to be completing a lot of things, but I can't seem to commit the work time necessary due to school and my internship. On the bright side, I am learning a lot (though I wish I could be more prepared).

I suppose this post isn't a complaint, but more of a reflection. I know that whatever work load I have, I've brought it upon my self (for the most part), but I really would like things to run smoothly. Sometimes I want to move even faster, but I realize I really am exhausted. And then, I realize that there are many busy people out there who are balancing things well. I'm managing okay, but it could be better. I wish I had more skills. And then again, those can only be acquired through experience.


A nice, warm brownie would be a nice.

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